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Joy Harvey's avatar

This is so tender and brave to share. I can feel the weight of every word...the hope, the fear, the “just one more day.” Pregnancy after loss holds so many emotions at once, and you put words to that so beautifully.

I’m rejoicing with you and holding this with such care. Praying peace over you in these early, fragile days, and that each new day continues to bring quiet reassurance.

Sol ☼'s avatar

Thank you so much!

Victoria Cardona's avatar

Reading this, I felt my chest tighten in that awful mix of awe and quiet relief. What you wrote is so painfully honest, and it captures that combination of joy and fear that comes with hope after loss. The way you describe each drip of snow melting, each tiny symptom, each heartbeat of anticipation… it’s like I can feel your heart leaning forward into each day, even while holding back the fear. Thank you for sharing this so openly. I’m holding onto hope with you in this season, praying that each day brings peace and reassurance, even in the small, tender ways.

Sol ☼'s avatar

Thank you Victoria, as always, for your beautiful reflection - and prayers <3

Michaela Bland's avatar

I'm new here, but wanted to say congratulations! Also, I loved these lines:

"There’s both too many feelings and none at all.

Too much to talk about with nothing to say."

That's how I feel about so much around me so often, it seems. Maybe it's the wonder of life or the fragility of it all, knowing we are not in control. But I am grateful for you sharing your beautiful news and will be praying for a happy and healthy pregnancy!

Sol ☼'s avatar

I feel that way a lot, too, especially when things get intense. Somehow it gets harder then, writing about it all. But I attempt to anyways, for the catharsis of it all :)

Michaela Bland's avatar

I have found writing, even if it's a jumbled and messy thought dump at first, to be so freeing for my mental space lately. It's like I'm trying to hold too much in. So even if it doesn't make sense, I think it's healing and growing to get it out at times!

Reich's avatar

I appreciate you opening up and sharing these deeper feelings. Wishing you all the very best as you move forward.

Sol ☼'s avatar

Thank you <3

Sammy Jo Garvey's avatar

So beautiful, praying for you and your little one!

Sol ☼'s avatar

Thank you so much!

Olivia Warner's avatar

Congratulations doesn't seem sufficient, but may you find joy and peace in the Lord with this long-awaited pregnancy. Praying for you and a healthy baby!

Sol ☼'s avatar

Thank you so much!

Dora | Inspired Wife's avatar

I keep you in my thoughts every day, Sol 🥰🩷

Sol ☼'s avatar

Thank you so much, Dora. I think of you often as well! I hope you're blessed with another one soon <3

Cassandra Ruth's avatar

Resonating with this so much right now, Sol. Thank you for sharing- I'll keep praying that the Lord provides another beautiful child in your life. What a journey of faith this is!

Sol ☼'s avatar

It is such a journey! Thank you, and I'm praying for you as well <3

Amy's avatar

Thank you for sharing these vulnerable reflections! My rainbow baby is now a vibrant, joyful toddler boy but this brought me back to his pregnancy after our loss. Taking a few minutes to pray for you and this precious new life! ❤️

Sol ☼'s avatar

This gives me hope 🥹 Thank you for praying!

Kimberly Grace's avatar

I’m praying for you, my sweet friend, and your precious baby! May God continue to guide you both along your journey with strength. I’m so excited for your little family! 😊

Sol ☼'s avatar

Thank you Kimberly! I appreciate you!

Hannah Yarborough's avatar

Thank you for sharing this piece of your heart, Sol. It is truly moving. There really is nothing quite like the trembling ache of longing for such a precious little life to love and hold. My arms are daily linked with you in prayer as this sweet baby nestled in your womb grows, dear friend. Holding hope with you 💕🙏

Sol ☼'s avatar

Thank you so much for your prayers and friendship! It means so much to me!

Hannah Yarborough's avatar

And yours to me! 🫶🏻